17-June-2011
One of the most terrible days it was, through-out my 3-year plus relationship with Charlotte Lee Be Leng.
I was such a fool to attempt flirting with another girl, where I caused enormous damage on Charlotte's feelings. It was such a foolish thing to do where I am truly regretfully, regret.
I was pretty idiotic to claim that I did such thing was because of the tight monitoring given by Charlotte. I felt that my relationship with her was completed abnormal. Well the main reason behind her checking everything of mine was because that I have not been an honest man to her all the time. I regret for doing all the bad things behind her since we've started this relationship.
Sometimes, she keeps on asking about my past, at a very detailed level. It's fine to ask but I feel irritated, why does the past mean so much to her. People live for what lies ahead, not in the past.